This was a funny day. Was very out of it and didn’t feel up to it at all. The 2 people I had planned to talk about didn’t turn up last minute, so I got up with nothing to talk about, on top of not feeling up to it. Forming sentences was a genuine concern.
I watched this back in case I said anything I shouldn’t have and couldn’t remember, but it was actually not the worst speech ever. It’s funny because I did remember the times I literally went blank and just opened my mouth to see what came out. The fact that I don’t remember much of what I said shows that even on your worst performance, to an untrained eye it may be a good performance.
Good lesson for those with high standards and critical judgement.